(2023年10月09日 19:12 更新)

CAUTION / 閲覧注意：
This entry contains suicide content.
この映像作品には流血などのショッキングな表現が含まれます。

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Music: Rose Quartz
Movie: Nima
Illustrations: 神宮要
Storywriting: Neku

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Rose Quartz
Twitter: https://twitter.com/melatonin_01
SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/rosequartz_02
Website: https://roseqrtz.carrd.co/

Nima
Twitter: https://twitter.com/ExaC6H6

神宮要
Twitter: https://twitter.com/zinguukaname

Neku
Twitter: https://twitter.com/Nekulian

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Thank you for all the support that you guys have given! You might already know it, but I did take some inspiration from LeaF on this song.

Nima and 神宮要 really did a great job animating and illustrating those graphics, and I'm happy that I got the chance to work with them. Thank you so much Nima and 神宮要!

Thank you Neku for the storywriting!

Echa, Warlock, Telperion and OfficialAz3, thank you so much for the charts!

The character in the BGA is called Emi (絵美), and she was suffering from depression.

She started having hallucinations and suicidal thoughts,

the title "lastwords" implies that she was writing her final words before killing herself, and the ways of doing that are shown in the BGA.

Thank you for downloading the BMS! I wish you a great playing experience :D

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みなさん、こんにちは！

もうご存じかもしれませんが、この曲はLeaFからインスピレーションをお受けになりました。

Nimaさんと神宮要さんは本当に素晴らしいアニメーションとイラストをお描きくださった、誠にありがとうございました！！

Nekuさん、ストーリーライティング誠にありがとうございました！！

Echaさん、Warlockさん、OfficialAz3さん、Telperionさん、チャートを誠にありがとうございました！！

タイトルの "lastwords" は、彼女が自殺します前に最後の言葉を書くことを意味しており、自殺の方法がBGAで示されています。

ということで今回はこれでお願いします :D

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"I fought, I tried, for a better tomorrow– yeah I tried, but even so I'm writing a swansong, I want to put an end to the misery stuck in my wake. This waking nightmare that never ends, haunting me at every hour of my wake, see I'm at the precipice. Just one more drug swallowed, shooting me headfirst into the unknown, bringing me to fall into the void. Please take me off— to a place where I don't need to smile anymore.

The brazen wind by the side of the sea brushes against my face, it reminds me of the suffering of the living flesh. Oh, take the plunge! My mind shouts vehemently as it embraces the fall
will the buoyancy make me sink or crash?

Swallowing the deathly nectar of the sea, I grow heavy and unable to move,
oh how painful, neither dead nor at a point of saving, will seconds then turn to eternity?
This sweet relief's ever so bittersweet. Please take me off— to a place where I don't need to smile anymore.

I hold tightly onto this weaponized sheet of steel, saying goodbye to the vigor of my beating heart.
Oh, but why is it so hard? Bone after bone, my arms give in, stab after stab, will it finally reach? It's hard to finish this final étude, to sing this swansong, please give me the strength to do it in a beat. Please take me off— to a place where I don't need to smile anymore."

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Inspired by LeaF.