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Xxxlle其实是一个被屏蔽掉的人名，原名是Dielle，法语里一个女性的名字，她是一名近中年的女子，生活重复枯燥，身上也有无形的枷锁。因为特殊的名字，她总是被屏蔽与忽视，几乎没人记得她是何名。在那次她最临近崩溃的时候，她找到了小时候的芭蕾舞裙。在空无一人的房间里跳完了一支舞，她感觉自己要昏过去了。自己被工作折磨的身躯已经不足以让她继续跳下去，但这是她曾经最引以为豪的舞蹈。她躺在地上，身体却好像还在坠落。似乎她生来唯一有意义的事就是要死，如她名字里总不被人看见的"Die"预示的一样。哭着，她看向窗外的星空。她意识到了什么——她的名字并不能决定她的命运，名字不应该是诅咒。她觉得，或许得给自己改个新名字？她想了下，把Die改成Xxx吧，和大家所看到的一样。她突然感觉自己有点好笑，也感觉自己回到了小时候那个不守规矩的自己，感觉到了再继续下去的力量。
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'''
Xxxlle is actually a censored name; her original name was Dielle.
She is a middle-aged woman, whose life is monotonous and repetitive,
carrying invisible shackles.
She was always ignored, and almost no one remembered what her name was,
like that 'Die' censored in some places.
At the moment when she was closest to breaking down, she found her childhood ballet dress.
She danced alone in an empty room, feeling like she was about to faint.
Her body, worn out from work, was no longer able to continue dancing,
but this was the dance she had once been most proud of.
Lying on the floor, her body still felt like it was falling.
It seemed as if the only meaningful thing she was born to do was to die,
just as the unnoticed 'Die' in her name foretold.
Crying, she looked at the starry sky outside the window. She realized something -
Her name does not determine her fate; a name should not be a curse.
She felt that perhaps she needed to give herself a new name.
After a moment, she decided to changed 'Die' to 'Xxx', just as everyone sees.
She suddenly felt a bit amused,
and also felt like the unruly child she once was,
feeling the strength to move forward.
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嘿我是缤冰(-3-)
我只是想讲个故事 -w-

Hi I'm Icebowbing! You can also call me icebow(-3-)
I just want to tell a story -w-